I hope.

 I attend first year of the high school. It seems that through ten years of education I had enough time to find my passion, something what could be my purpose in life, my motivation. But actually it didn't happen this way. I didn't find it. I'm still not sure what is my calling.
 This problem touches so many people. Too many. The source of this is not total misery of somebody or lack of any talents, like some people think, but just lack of support or, more likely, lack of awareness about our options to develop ourselves - often already in childhood.

 Somebody can think: that's not so important. At least there are loads of much more serious problems. Poverty, famine, violence. That's right and in this light our hobbies may seem not to be so revelant. But it's like a chain, like a butterfly effect. Things we do may have influence on the future. Not only on our future but somebody's total strange. And that's the point.

 You should care about your gifts. No matter what other people say about them, no matter what you started thinking about them, maybe just because of others' opinions. Your talents were given to you for a special reason. So don't waste it. Really. Even if you don't want to say anybody about your hobby, that's not the problem, you don't have to. But you have to develop it, if it makes you happy.
 Do you know how many dreams have been aldready wasted? I'm sure that a few (if not a dozen) times more than these developed and used well. Did you ever wonder how would it be, if people who gave up didn't give up and shared their talents? If they realised their passions? Well, maybe we would have better, safer world now.

 No matter what is your dream, don't forget it, don't lose it. If you think it's insignificant, you should know that every mountain is climbed step by step. Just like our dreams. Just like the big changes. So a bit of an optimism! Together we can do something good for the others.
 And even that I don't have any concrete plans, dreams or whatever, I will always try to help the people, doing what I love. Because maybe that's my calling. To help people.
 I hope.

- Annie